Be still

Breath,

Breathing in, Breathing out

A Moment

No movement, just feeling

A Heart beat, My heart beat
I stand at the door my hand over my heart, looking out down the road.

Then it finds me. It creeps up from what seems the soles of my feet.
It extends over me like a stream of hot water from a tea kettle. I've never allowed myself to speak it or even breathe these words. But somehow they the exhale out like used up air that's poison. Poison that fills my chest to the brim. It choked me.
My soul spits it out. From my innermost most being it cry’s, Am I alone? Have I gone so far your Grace can't find me?
I stand motionless trying to catch my breath, Regain My composure. Tears run freely down, covering my countenance.

What is that aroma ? It beings to fill the room. Like a sweet perfume it begins to fill my nose. Warm like the Summer wind it carry’s this smell of The Rose of Sharon mixed with the bitterness of frankincense and myrrh. It consumes My Heart washing threw me ,over me, in me.
It appears to be sweet like a Little lamb yet with the Power of a huge Lion it knocks out all doubt and fear and the Shame. OH the Shame it seems to vaporize away into thin air.

A Breath, Breathing in Breathing out. A Moment -No movement just feeling-
A Heart beat My Heart beat. I stand at the door my hand over my heart looking out down the road then it finds me.

You find me.

Child you can never go to far where My Grace can not reach you. My heart beats within your heart. You did not find me I found you. My Grace reached into the poison you were in and pulled you up so you could breath again live again. Never let that poison choke you again. He is a liar that whats to choke the life out of you.
I am life, I am Love, I am a Lamb Roaring like a Lion. Be Still and know who I am.. Be still..